Pw is finally over !!! &here comes the 9 day holiday !!! Kekekeke :D but idk what to do now la !!! Hope I'll get an A for pw !!! Though. I stumbled a lot at the beginning :( sad sad, q&a was lacking another point too though !!!! Kekekeke :/ HOLIDAYS!!! half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you that I can't keep loving you
CHINESE A'S TMRW, I'm going to get screwed, and I'm definitely going to seee it next year again, damn. Sometimes I regret :(
I'm still watching GLEE at this time, hahahha. FML indeed
,so let's crawl back to <3
Frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated x1937473829293847392929 !!!!!
I'm reading The Time Traveler's Wife now, and the ending is going to be so so so devastatingggggggggg :( I'm so afraid to read on, why can't the author give alternative endings !! That way readers can choose what ending they wanna read !!! Urgh, please don't die :( PW is such a stressful and time consuming thing, I've still got chinese to study though, horrible horrible :(:(:(:(:( trng tmrw, I dread it
HAPPY HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JUSTINE &CHRISTINE !!!!!
I had so much fun today because I met up with jus chris and wei !!
Plus, what's even better is that I'm promoted !!! But sometimes, I think I'm not good enough to take A levels next year, :/
Tmrw, there's PW, at 11am, and I havent done my share of work yet !!! Supaaaaaaa screwed manxzxzx, : ( I'm just so exhausted now ! I wish I could just go to sleep, but I can't, : (
GOODNIGHT &SLEEEP DREAMS EVERYONE !!
"Never walk on the paths others have walked before, because it only takes you to where others have been before"
This quote came from the toilet on the first floor ! Near the netball court, kekeke :) Such a lovely quote !
Promos today was like, crap, during chinese paper, i loooked up at the clock, and i saw 4:44 hahah, looks like even time thinks i suck at chinese ! (One classmate even prayed when she saw the clock ! Pray to die ah !!! Crazy person !) GP wasn't easy either, but what the heck !!!! Okay manxzxzxz, let's hope math chem and phys would be easier ! Econs tmrw would be a die die too, but ah well ! :/ okay, i'm off now !!! KEKEKEKEKEKEKE
Promos promos promos, dear promos, I'm totally not ready to take you tmrw, but what the heck, chinese, you suck, I wished I had learnt chinese and all when I was much younger, then it wouldnt be so tough now, damn you chinese.
Andddddddddddd, no chinese dictionary !!!! Oh my goodness ! : /
I CANT WAIT FOR PROMOS TO END !
&sometimes the hardest things and the right things are the same
Oh my goodness !!! Promos in like, 4 days !! I'm totally not prepared :(:(:(:( why am I always like this, so darn last minute, I hope I won't retain !!!! &now I'm hung over
My teacher called up my mum about my common test results, and said, i was a perfectionist : (
Even i didn't know that ! Hahahah !
Just the day before, i took my physics msa, and tmrw, i'm getting it backkkkkkk
Dear Lord,
please please please, let me pass, or not fail so badly,
help me change my marks now after hearing this prayer !
please please please not let these pimples from my late nights go to waste, thank you
OKAY, BESIDES THAT, SCHOOL HAS BEEEN FUN !!! KRAZYYYYYY SIAX
okay,
Alexandra Lee, better start working hard, so that you won't retain, and you won't have to get another bloody pink slip anymore !Finally one day that I'm home before 7 !! Keke :D HP coming out on Thursday !! I can't wait !!
I'm watching Taiwanese drama, "Ms No Good" to improve my Chinese oral skills for tmrw !! But I realized that, the actress was suppose to be damn lousy at speaking chinese!! Keke rocks manxzxz !! Going to get a little bit of rest before tmrw's oral :(:(:
I've been lying on bed for a million hours, yet, here I am-still awake. Even though ive just spent everyday since Monday sleeping at 5 in the morning, and waking up at 8, just to cramp in all my work. And idk whats worse, re fact that I'm super not going to get more than even 30 points this time round, or the extremely distinctively huge eye bags developed from it, OR the fact that even when I want my rest I can't sleep :( hope I will have the discipline to tell myself to study ! :/ all those late late nights staying up to study, seems useless :( regret !! The holidays are over, hello school, I've missed you loads ! So many inner turmoils, idk if I can handle this, fml.
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I don't know what to do now, just when i've made up my mind on something, and got myself pumped up for it,
And another opportunity is presented to me, and then, now I'm being swayed once again.
I have to keep telling myself there can never be a win-win situation, &I can never try to please everyone all at one go.
I hate decision making.
Dear God, please help me, where are you when I need you the most, help me make my decision.
Distressed Alex, Over and Out
Zomg, I haven't even posted in a million gazillion 2356789563 years luh !!! : O
Guess I've just been lazy, and not really sure what to post bout nowadays :/
Butbutbut, I'm satisfied :D
Hahaha, being in a JC is like, totally different ): everyone (well, almost) is mugging 25/7 !!!!
And I've just been sitting down in class, and not doing anything ! Everything just comes in by one ear, and exits from the other :/
Andandand, zomg, idk, the first term is already over, and I'm still contemplating, whether to take Geography instead of like, Econs ?!!? Cause, I'm totallly hopeless for Econs :( But, I'm kinda attached to my class now :( :( HAHAHAHA, WHATEVER MANXZZXZX.
I MISS ST NICKS ,
I MISS ORANGE BOWL,
I MISS UNCLE MOLBIN'S ICE MILO,
I MISS MY TEACHERS,
I MISS MY FRIENDS,
I MISS NETBALL,
I MISS MY HAIR :(
Okay, this week is suppose to be MSA week, and, I havent even touched my books yet, and I totally am clueless ! HAHAHAHA
Shall go attempt to study, and end up watching tv :)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
I love you, &I can wait for you forever, cause you're the best part of life
&Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
Yknow how somet imes things can't be expressed in words, well, now is exactly it. Nothing can express what I'm feeling now, but I shall try my very best to use the words to decribe it :
1) Useless
2) Helpless
3) Idiotic &many many many more
So let's start from the begining, sports trip was rather fun i guess, not as fun at last time, yet, it didn't feel the same as last time, where we would ditch lessons for a torturous training camp. This year, it was just slack camp (though I'm not really complaining that much, HA)
guess it's a change.
Then when skewl re-opened, got back my results. I was kinda disappointed, yet many people were so surprised that I actually passed. So now I'm being forced by my mother to retake my exams, whichever. It's pointless, and retarded. Why on earth would I wanna study chinese all over again ? I should be focusing on my other subjects ! But ah well, who knows how wel I would do for my other subjects.
Never mind Alex, Perseve !
Anywayxzxz, the last few days haven't been the best of days. Hahaha, horrible huh ! Didn't even know there was a stupid maths paper today. WTH, skewl seems like, damn what the hell now, I would rather stay home and study. How smart can I get huh ! HAAHHAHA ! Ah well, all in all, I hate making decisions, yet, I want to make the decisions, but not the after effects of it.
School is draining, mentally. I hope I'll survive till the very end, and not start studying too late ! :/ :/
For once, I want to actually feel the joy of getting something by working hard, and not my sheeer luck.
I want to buck up, I want As instead of Cs and Fs.
I want to be the one crying in joy when I get my results next year,
¬ the one crying once again.
I want to do something right for once in my life,
not screw it up again.
I guess we all just have got to learn from experience,
and make the best out of it
On the lighter note, we went back for training last friday, cause we missed training ! Hahahah ! I miss training so so so so much ! I miss laughing while playing courtwork with everyone. Somehow I think I even miss the eight rounds ! :( Now I feel even fatter than before, can you imagine ! Gosh ! I'm such a pig now !
Us, the suckers who miss training.
Attackers yoxzxzx, though we're missing some people !
Netball makes us happy
Hi (I hope you'll see this), ily ! &you make me happy
Who decided to call me LAZY for not posting ! TSKTSK ! ACTUALLY, IM NOT LAZY, IT'S CALLED, BUSY ! BUSY STUDYING ! :D
WOOHOOOO, IF I GET A SINGLE A1 FOR O'S, ALL THIS NON-INTERNET WOULD PAY OFFF ! : D
EHEHEHEH ! :D
my phone hasnt been launched yettttt :( HURRY UP PHONE ! I'm getting sick and tired of waiting for you ! :( PATIENCE ISNT VIRTUE, I SWEAR !
SCHOOL IS REOPENING,
CHINESE O LEVEL ORAL IS COMING,
TRIALS ARE COMING,
SCHOOL'S ENDING AT 5PM,
O'S ARE APPROACHING,
MY BRAIN'S GETTING SATURATED
WITH INFORMATION,
INTENSE MUGGING,
Tell me, how awesome can life get !
Well, everything has gone by so quickly, june holidays are here, yet, one week has gone by so darn quickly ! :O
Training has stopped already ! But i feel super sad everything has ended already, from training juniors, to play games again B div 09 ! HHAHAHAH ! HOW FAST TIME FLIES HUH ! :O I'll definitely miss training ! Hawhaw, rawk on manxzxzx, SNNB ALL THE WAY ;D
I haven't really been studying my ass off yet, but i guess i should start soon huh ! :(
Hate studying, but what can i do ! It's no guarantee i'll get this DSA that i want oh so badly, so if i want to get into either AC or SA, well, i've got to work really really hard ! :O Let's hope i'll get the DSA huh ! :O
And i've felt so stupid, could you believe it ?! I FORGOT TO SEND IN MY DSA FORM FOR NJC ! RAWKS HUH ! FEEL LIKE SLAPPING MYSELF ! :( Hahah, luckily i didnt miss out AC or SA ! Or else i would really have committed suicide or smth ! Hahaha, well, not thatttt extreme, but something to that extent !
Well, had COT outing the other day too ! It was really really hilarious ! Celebrated sharrie lululu's birthday ! Hahaha, everything was just hilarious ! ;D Laughed till my stomached hurt, laughed till i was literally rolling on the floor ! Hahahahah ! It really was a good time to get away from everything, and just have fun ! : D
Hehe, last few days i've been thinking too ! Thinking really hard bout stuff, i hope i can clear up some things in my head, awful luh ! :(
JUBILATE WAS QUITE FUN ! SAT BEHIND DELPHINE TOE, AND BESIDE WEI LING ! :D Wei ling and i bought really cute balloons ! I swear ! Everyone was quite happy when they got it ! :D Heheh, then we thought someone gave someone the same balloon too ! But we were too quick to assume ! Cause afterwards, i found out it was our balloons ! HAHAHAHAHAH ! :D
Well, i sat for my chinese o's too ! Zomg, i screwed up my paper 1, wrote out of point, AGAIN ! :( Even though zhuang told me right before the paper to read the question carefully ! :( Stupid luh ! HAHAHAHAH ! AH WELL ! BUT IT'S OVER NOW, AND ORAL IS COMING SOON ! :( THIRD DAY WHEN SKEWL REOPENS ? AHHAHAHA ! AND MY SAJC TRAIL TOO ! :O SCARY MUCH ?! HAHAHAH !
Skewl hasnt been too egggciting the last few days, but i guess ive got to seriously start revising soon :( Im so scared that i'll not do well, and ONCE AGAIN, DISAPPOINT MYSELF, :O Kay, all the way ! :D
Well, yes, there was this MOTIVATIONAL talk, well, i dont feel THATTTT motivational, but what the heck ! It was truck loads of fun ! :D
Hehehe, it was so funny, yet at times, people were really emotional ! But i guess we all want to do well ! Hahaha, :) Yknow what, i dont even know where i want to go ! Like, which JC ! (well, hopefully JC ! :/) Yea, PLUS, my dream ! We were suppose to do some dream thingo, and my dream was actually to be an events planner, but in the end, i ended up saying i wanted to represent singapore in netball ! AHHAHAH ! Weird huh ! That surely is impossible, but what the heck ! HAHAHA, AND THE GAMES THAT WE PLAYED DURING THE WOKSHOP WAS REALLY FUNNY AND LIKE, AHHHHH ! Seriously, it's like, can scream bloody murder luh, everyone was so scared of doing the forfeit ! Hahha, : O
Anywayxxzzx, nothing much really happened, except today, i saw like, this 2 girls ! THIS TINY SMALL GIRL USED ALL HER MIGHT TO HIT THIS REALLY TALL HUGE GIRL ! AHHAHA ! AND THEY BOTH FELL ! IT WAS REALLY REALLY HILARIOUS ! AHAHHAHA ! I even fell to the ground laughing at them ! Hehe, :D
OH OH, AND I SCREWED UP CHINESE PRELIMS, BUT THAT ISNT VERY NEW ! But yea, ahahaha, i thought taxi was BUS, sooo, i wrote my whole gong han wrongly ! Ah well, : / Hilarious, really ! Let's just hope i pass ! : O AND ZOMG, I ACTUALLY PASSED MY CHINESE ORAL ! AHAHHAHA ! Even though, i was like, horrible, but what the heck ! I PASSED :O
Hahaha, oh oh ! And Dawn and I signed up to try out for DSA ! At ACJC ! And SAJC ! HAHAHAHA ! : O Let's hope they'll accept us, :/
Oh, and we finally gave wan ying her very very very belated birthday present ! Hahaha, SOLLLIIII it took such a long time ! But it was really cute ! Hahaha :D
Hoho, training today was really funny, even though i cant remember why it was so funny ! HAHAHA ! Overall, i know it was really funny, and we kept laughing ! I LAUGHED TILL MY SIDES HURT ! : O Hahaha, ah well ! And NAPFA is one day after my birthday, so i'll be 16, when i take the test, -,- ! Seriously, and they should have just used the 2.4 date luh, seriously ! Hahaha, ah well ! :D
Hahaha, i had tuition today, and it was at 8pm ! : / MY TUTOR AND I, WERE BOTH SLEEPY, and i was pretending to listen, but actually, i kept sleeping and waking up, and one time, i wanted to act like i was really listening, i just said "WEI SE MO" IN CHINESE ! LUCKILY I DIDNT SAY IT OUT LOUD ! AAHHAHAHA, PLUS, I KEPT WRITING WORDS INSTEAD OF NUMBERS : O HAHAHA, I TOTALLY RAWK MANXZXZX !
Hahaha, nothing much now adays, except lessons are getting dull and boring, dear lord ! Someone please help me soon ! : (
Kay, tuition in bout 8 hours, and thenn, i'll be doing CIP :( Hahaha, ah well, as a BALL PICKER, AWESOME, TOTALLY GLAM ! Hahaha ! :O
